I can feel the difference....what would have sent me into despair for days or even weeks at a time, only lasted an hour or two.
Still bothers me that my reactions have probably sealed the fate to the death of the marriage or ever having him look back, but I can't go back, and I don't think I could have been any different, anyway. I know that I was more devestated than most. It just is what it is, at this point (any point, really).
I just plan on going day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute.
