If you / Don't care for it

[MichelleLT]

Yes, life is short. One reason why am I fighting with the waiting. I feel like many months of the last year have been wasted for me.

I have postponed graduating, the Bar exam, buying a house, my trip to Ireland (which was always going to be after the Bar)...I have gone through periods of celibacy which stretched longer than even when my H was deployed and thousands upon thousands of miles away from me.

And I wonder why I sit around and wait? Why I am even bothering to keep giving him chances that he doesn't really do anything with??? Life is too short to sit around for another year.....