The weekend before I found the DB book (and then this site) I was sitting on the floor in my bedroom - seriously contemplating driving to the hospital and asking to be checked in. I couldn't handle things.
Now I feel that I can. It is so good to find others that have/are going thru the same thing. I am not alone, and I am not crazy. I am not the cause of what H is feeling or how he is acting!
I am charting goals and recording positive steps. I have somewhere to turn when things get upsidedown. I have an alternative to friends that only say D him, you deserve better.
I'm so glad you had a good time at the house party. Having positive things sure helps counter the rougher times.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.