Too late for DB, thread 7

[newnamenewlife]

CW, I stop myself almost daily from touching my H or saying ILY or saying "Come on. This is ridiculous! Let's just kiss and make up."

It's incredibly difficult to understand how someone can love you so much and then stop completely. I can't imagine doing that myself.

I think I have ADD too. I took Ritalin at one point and it helped a lot, and I lost the 8 pounds that plague me easily--so that was great. But over time, I started having a letdown a few hours after it wore off that was terrible. I would get so depressed in the afternoons, just miserable (even while on ADs). I don't know if that happens to everyone.

I'm on ADs now and take Ambien to sleep most nights--which is NOT good, I know. I take half the dose I was taking and am hoping to get off it completely.

Anyway, glad to hear you are taking care of yourself CW. As always, you sound strong and focused. From your posts, I would think you were the opposite of ADD.