I’m doing OK… Just waiting… nervous...9 more days till my Father Son trip. I am trying to keep it together till July. I have made some positive decisions. I started that unhealthy thinking again about going away and thinking W may be setting up a meeting with OM. I was thinking about looking at the Phone bill to see if they have been communicating BUT…… I thought NO I have not done that in the last year…. I want to enjoy my time with my son and if I did see that they were talking it would ruin my time with him AND I could not do anything about it anyway… SOOOOO I am TRYING to look at the next 40 days as an “ANYTHING GOES “time. We can discuss any issues in July….
Got to get back to work talk to ya later
The Big H
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
