SueS- Thank you for your support,,another couple crazy days,, haven't seen H since we went to the hospital to see him sunday evening, he called the other day and "again" sounds like OW is getting on his nerves,,,this is a cycle,, H called me Tues. nite and again said he is planning on coming home, but as I told him actions speak louder than words, H is coming over tonite for dinner and to spend some time with the kids and of course OW is mad about that,,, I know H feels stuck with her there,, but I also think he doesn't want to cut things off with her, not totally anyway. I told H I can't do this back and forth game with him anymore that its not fair to me or the kids, and he says he knows, again,, then do something about it. I'm just tired today,,, I need a good nites sleep,,its true about the kids,,, they do their best to make you feel better, your 4 y/o sounds precious, I like the heart comment she said to you that has to make you smile:) I have not been to a counselor, nor any medication, which I probably should just to get some sleep, i'm up to 30 lbs. lost at this point but just very tired today. Thanks again for your support and advice,, i'll let you know how dinner goes tonite
MAZ Me 40 H 42 M 1990 Together 20 years Bomb 2/16/08 Separated 03/01/2008 2 boys 12 & 15
