Tip toeing around the house because D6 is at summer school and D3 is still asleep.....aaaah.......quiet house. So, no housework right now, just me and the computer.
Today is the day. We only have a 1/2 hour at the atty's office (well, we could pay for longer, I suppose), wonder what will be said, what will be covered. We shall see at 4pm. Probably good I am going directly to work after, it'll get my mind off things.
Sad, really, that I don't necessarily want a D, but I don't want to live like this anymore. I think H feels the same way, but he doesn't see any other way. Too him, its too late. I see no words or actions to show otherwise, so off I go to an appt I don't really want.
Mortgage broker I spoke with has an "PhD" in divorce. He has been through two. Was very nice about it, saying that there is life after D, and that my H was committed to keeping the peace between us. More than he can say for many he has met.
Rambling thoughts this morning. Thinking of everyone on here, tough road we all are on, but at least we are traveling together. I feel this place helped me get to the place I am today.
