Update: After much thought and consideration, I decided to extend my stay here at my Mom's house. I will be returning to work (flight attendant) on July 3rd and will have to commute to work which will be a little tougher; but this will keep me away from H for a little longer. He has agreed to care for my dog for a little while longer but I still haven't told him how much longer. I told the Apt.complex that I was going to rent from that I had reconsidered and I will now be trying to save more money to move into a cheaper place in probably Aug. instead of July. This gives me more self confidence and will keep me away from the foreclosure drama that will be happening soon. H may think he has it all together right now but this is not going to be much longer the case. Anyway, just felt like I needed to stay where I know my life is stable for now. I still want to see us reconcile more than ever but I also have to get my life back to normal. Hoping H will miss me.
