H4H, I think you are doing a great job. Every extra day with the kids is a blessing. You are going to go through this and as a winner - I am sure of that - You have such a strong will. You can see a strong man when it fight for what he believes. Too many times I have been ready to give up, but the people like you in this forum reminds me what is truly important in life. Be strong, be healthy, be a man, we are here for a good fight.