NMD,
I know. But at times it still gnaws at my heart. She took shots at everything. Used me, lied and cheated and I still forgave her. I still wanted to try. She gave up. I think somewhere inside she regrets it. Thats why she drinks and focuses her attention on her bf. Its easier for her to forget than to change. Im the object of her guilt after all. Oh well ...... Life goes on. I would just prefer to find someone sooner rather than later. But I guess that was her philosophy and look where it got us.

Bill

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Me 35
w 42
4 sk 12-21
our s10
m10
t14
'02 ILUBNILWY
12/24/05 pa
02/07 pa
separated 1/07-3/07
asked 4 D 3/07