Thank you running - W is NOT going to come back tomorrow, this is why I am so afraid to put my hopes up, just to have them broken in a second. Today I went to the MC, and he was very impressed by the series of events of the last few days. He advised me to keep my distance, be relaxed and keep the position of - "I am done with R - I don't fight anymore - you have it your way" - he said it is important now not to make any mistakes - He is a big DB follower. He said I did well to expose my "lies" - because was a reinforcement that "now I could tell because I am done". I did also well not to go to dinner and I should keep this position. He said that if she thinks she can have me back she can keep staying in this "double world".
Today also my ExW got in touch with me - via IM, we chatted a bit, and it was nice, like I have found an old friend, we updated each other about our families - after 10 years many things are changed, her father, who I loved dearly, is very sick, and that saddened me. Things are doing well for her and I think she was sincerely sorry for what is happening to my marriage. I'd like to ask her some useful questions that could cast some light on my sitc, but I can't come up with anything.... I don't know - "why did you leave?" it sounds like there are things not solved and is not true - or.... "do you think there is something about me that makes Ws run away?" I'll think about it, in the meantime any suggestion is welcome.
