He left then Cheated ---Now What???

[Starshyne]

Brokenhearted you sound JUST like me. I had no idea it was humanly possible to hurt so badly for so long. Everyone says there is light but I sure don't see it. I just keep trying to make it one day at a time. In time things just HAVE to get better for all of us. They have to because we are all such wonderful people that never deserve this....

Recently I have been writing the OW letters in a notebook that I will never send. I am just spewing out everything on my mind (how can you look at yourself in the mirror knowing you have broken up a marriage, what type of role model are you for your 2 little girls?). I think that is helpful to me more than actually saying those things to her. She is a bad, bad person who has the nerve to sleep with a married man. She thinks it is okay because she has "never done anything like this before."

I wish I was with you right now and could just give you a big hug and tell you that it will eventually be ok.

Sara