it hurts, it hurts, it hurts!! the last thing I wanted to do was push him farther away. I just wanted answers and for her to see that maybe now was not the right time to get involved with my H. I am so tired of crying, I am so tired of hurting but I cant seem to get it to stop this time. I know everyone says that there is a light at the end of this, but it is so dark in here right now that I cant see which way to go. I have never felt grief this deeply before and feel like I dont have the proper tools to deal with it. Why can they throw away so many good years. Why can they replace us so easily. SOmetimes this board gives me strength, but lately, after seeing all of the times people do not come back from this, it saddens me further. I just dont know what to do!
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008
