I cannot make her happy, I cannot change her mind, I can only present the most attractive option that I can for her to decide. I keep focusing on Prayer and Patience and trying not to think too far ahead.
This is the right attitude!!!
Finding the right C is so important - unfortunately there are many C who encourage WAS to leave the M if they are not "happy".
It's wonderful you are doing all these GAL activities. All this will help you move forward with or w/o your W. There were many days in my sitch when I felt very down and I didn't have a D looming. All I can suggest is to keep doing what you've been doing (you seem to be doing the right things) and have tremendous patience. Things can turn around at any point.
Me47 H46 S13 M16 Piecing since May/09
"Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it." Lou Holtz