He's "done". Period.

[7 Year Itch]

Thanks so much for coming by Kris. It helps to not feel like I"m talking to myself. Ha ha.

Well, I got a call this morning on that job. Luckily something told me not to pick up, so I just got the message and am now waiting for D2 to fall asleep for naptime so I can call them back.

I'm totally excited and nervous and sad all at the same time. I must have done an ok job putting a new resume together yesterday. I didn't even get it sent off until around 11pm last night and had a call around 10am this morning. Hoping they are calling for an interview.

But I'm sad too because it means H will file and move out sooner. He's just been waiting for me to get a job so we can afford for him to move out.

Such a sucky position to be in.

Anyway. Wish me luck I suppose. I could see it having real potential for growth, and hopefully in a year I'd be making enough money that I could stay in this house. H already said he will do what it takes for me and D's to stay here another year to lessen the impact on the girls.

I hate throwing a divorce, and house move, school move everything on them at once. But it's pricey where we live and I didn't see it being possible to stay here alone. But maybe, just maybe.

Wish me luck. I'm SO out of practice after being a SAHM for 7 years. I'm totally nervous just to make this phone call. What a wimp. Guess if I get an interview I'll be going shopping tonight. No business clothes, and the few dress up things I do have are from 35 lbs ago. Everything is hanging on me right now (that divorce pending weight loss had done a doozy on me). Nothing like shopping under pressure. At least it's more fun to shop these days since I know I find things that fit. LOL

Chris