I'm so sorry to know you are here w/ me and have gone through what I'm going through. I truly am. It is so awful I wouldn't wish it on anyone.
Thanks for the support. I can already feel it gets better, but I'm still saddened by the prospect of facing a life w/ her bitter until the end. I can't control that and wouldn't dare try, but it is still so sad that we have to be here at this stage.
I'm letting go. I'm saying good-bye and I'm moving on. If she comes around, she may still be able to catch me before I'm completely gone. I'm not sure that will happen in time and in my mind, I see myself as done w/ her as my love. I will always love her and she will always have a special place in my heart both as my dear lost friend and partner as well as the mother of our beautiful child. However, I won't always be in love w/ her and she's helping to make that more a reality each day.
