Just checking in to see how things are going. I know it's a tough slog to get through all this. Hang in there, okay? Do you have any plans for yourself for the rest of the week and weekend?
Addie, Purr, PH, Thank you all for checking in on me!!
PH, I have a couple of threads & it's in "Can't believe this has happened". It's really beautiful!!!
My dog is better, she is still not eating very well but he seems to think it is a tick borne disease that she has had for years, I know she got it when we went camping several years ago, the vet said her body is tired of fighting it off by herself so now we are getting help.
I'm doing ok, it's still very hard & I still can't believe all this has happened in such a short period of time! Just last year at this time we were fine!!
My plan this weekend, I'm leaving for my home town this afternoon, we have an annual meeting at my church this weekend & I'm going for that. So, that will help to get out a little bit. Last year H went with me one day, that is when I think he was about to turn toward God & then he went on that scuba diving trip & the devil (OW) got a hold of him.
I keep trying to turn it over to God & letting him take control & not worry but it's so hard to do that, but I'm working on it!
It was so scary the other night when my dog had that seizure, I sure did need H then. Maybe one of these days!
Hi nlt, I hope you have a wonderful time away. Try to enjoy yourself and be distracted by being away.
Glad to hear they know the cause of your dog's seizure. I hope your church annual meeting goes well. Keep praying for your H. Try praying the verses in Hosea 2:6-7, using your H's name in them, and ask God to show you how to carry out Hosea 2:14-15. Just a thought. (((nlt)))
As everybody will tell you, it will get easier with time. I also thought I could not get over H, but the more he treats me badly, the less I think I could live with him. He needs to change back to who he was, before anything positive with us can happen.
What I find the most difficult is, to come home to an empty house and not be able to share with H the fun I had.
Try to make new friends and GAL as much as you can. That will keep your thoughts off your H.
I am sorry about your dog and hope she will recover soon.
I hope you have a good trip away this weekend. Remember, keeping breathing through all these difficult pieces. Try to just come back to the moment when you are feeling really overwhelmed. Somtimes, when I get unglued, I find I can only focus on 10 minutes ahead, maybe 1-2 hours. To look ahead at days, weeks is just overload.
just checking in, as I still dont't have time to write, neither do I have a comp, but - guess what:) - I still have my H here with me! He changed his ticket and staying another week!
I will write an update ASAP.
I hope you've had a wonderful trip,
talk to you soon, ((((((hugs))))).
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08
Thank you all for checking in on me. I'm sorry I haven't posted but like I said I've been out of town. It was a great weekend & we had a wonderful church meeting. In a way it got my mind off things some, but last year my H was with me so that was hard too. Plus everyone was asking about things. That's ok, I know they care.
It was hard to come back here by myself, well with my pup girls. My oldest seems to be doing better so that is great.
I still haven't heard anything from H, but while I was gone I got a call from MIL, she didn't leave a message but I saw her # on caller ID. I didn't call her back, I figure if she wants to talk to me she will call me back. She was pretty hateful to me at Xmas so I'm not sure what she wants. Usually she will only take up for her son & everyone is wrong except her & her kids. So I don't know what is going on.
I'll be checking up on all of you soon! Just haven't had much time to sit down at the computer.
Stella, I think it's great your H is still there!!!
