Too late for DB, thread 7

[cw68]

They are the best neighbors ever.

OK, I was sick all last night, throwing up over and over for a few hours. H drops off kids this morning, sees me sick, tells me to call him if I need anything. My girlfriend calls to see if my kids want a playdate and when she finds out I'm sick, she offers to take them and sets up a different afternoon playdate so I'm without the kids all day as I'm ill.

I just logged into the computer and H sent me an email saying, "I’m really sorry you aren’t feeling well. I know you don’t want to play happy family etc., but please let me know if I can do anything to help today." Replied that I appreciated the offer, but that I had it taken care of. Nothing more.

Dark. I don't need him. I want him, but don't need him. He's the one that wants this, he's going to get it. While it doesn't mean that I want to be pissy with him, he can't just choose when to be the nice guy. He wants to be my ex, he gets the ex role. Just wish I didn't have kids with him and have to deal with him for the rest of my life.

I'm off. I'm sick, I'm unhappy and my body as well as my heart hurts.