It wont effect her top bad, besided I would insist she fully take over the truck payment. Mabey I was just feeling likr it would make it more real for her then this is right now. Mabeuy it is just a feeble attempt tpo force her hand. I dont know. I would be fine on my end money wise but I dont want to makwe this more easy for her to D, just easyer to see the reality she is living in. I just want SOME movmeny twords me, these little get togethers were im doing all the work to plan/ be there for her are tiring. I do love the slight flirting she does when we are together, but then she retreets back into Limbo land and i have to be the one to resch out to her again.
this last time she called ME was awsome. the fact she was at a wedding and thinking about me enought to call was great. and the fact she told me i wasent there enought for her the night before, so I was able to help her move then the next day was also great. mabey i just need to " let the seed grow". my GAL is going fine, i just am lacking from this part of my life.
