Not to be rude, but did she not divorce you? Why does she get to have your strength and compassion only when she wants/needs it?
I get that you aren't done. I just want you to think about this and what the upsides and downsides for you could be. Once you think about it, then you are truly choosing from a good place. Also, I wanted to add that if you choose to be there it really needs to come out of compassion with no expectations. It will eat you alive if you're motivated by something else.
