Grand Finale

[Lissie]

In the funk lately but slowly, slowly coming out of it. I do feel better but the anger and fear of the future are still there.

Divorce is very hard to take.

It is emotionally draining. I am happy to hear that slowly the funk is lifting. No funky men. The anger does creep up doesn't it? The fear also. As long as you don't let it consume you sweetie. You are in many prayers. Believe and trust in the fact that your future will be bright.

Pig-pen city here. Uckk.

Well I don't think that the ladies are gonna love that.

I hold back when it comes to women. I tell myself I am not ready but I wonder if that is just fear talking. No need to wonder - I know the answer. So do not want to be hurt again, to the point I look down on women in general. Even today, one tried to talk to me in the elevator, smiled and all - I just wanted to escape.

I think holding back, is fine. I do the same. Why "practice" on someone else, or why use someone else to escape the funk? It is not fair to that other person, and it will make us jerks. Ick.

In time lovey. I have so much faith in you.

You have read the books, and I think you do put it into practice. It may not be always, but for the most part, you know the deal.


I am a bit confused by your custody agreement. You only get the kids for the month of June?

Yes, do not give up your time with the kids. Also do not punish the X by not letting her see the kids just because.



Camping sounds like a great adventure. Yeah the known is great and safe. But an adventure with dad, is priceless.

Tenn is very nice, I was just there myself. Jeepers, but when it rains it really pours.


M&M loved the Indiana Jones movie, I was good until the alien.

Waiting. Waiting is watching the world go by.

Enjoy the pieces out of that waiting. The world will look so much cooler.

Hugs sweetie.

Love that you posted!