Hope4us struggle, part 4

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But the funny thing is, now that it seems like she's coming around I find myself getting more impatient every day. And my anger is coming back. I just want to scream at her "you F'd up, now lets fix this", but I know I can't. I guess now is when I need to be the most patient and not push things, but it's so hard and it's going to really suck if she really has no intention of trying to make us work.

Describes my feelings exactly right now. I try to focus on the progress, not the frustrations. But it ain't easy, is it? At least it isn't for me.