Hang in there! Soooo many around here have wound up in good relationships when they least expected it.
Me, I had a couple of attempts but not the right ones, and I have learned from each. I feel I am still a work in progress and when I'm about ripe, the right woman will come into my path.
In the meantime, I am doing my best to enjoy my life, doing the things I may not be able to to while in a committed relationship.
Bless you, it will get better, I'm sure.
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