Glad to hear you're feeling better. How I loved those warm days with the kids playing in water. There's something so pure about that.
With your husband visiting so frequently it makes you wonder. You dropped the rope, the pressure is off.. and he's forced to focus on what's really going on.
I realized today that my husband was still being the provider for the family. We still use the joint checking account. It's as if in dropping the rope, the world stops being black or white. Grey kicks in and so does understanding and awareness not clouded by guilt.
Very strange.. but it feels a whole lot better than desperation.
