Thanks brokenhearted, I know everything you said is totally true. But it doesn't make it any more scary. To be honest, I feel like since my Dad is giving me the $1500 for this, that I can't back away from it. But I guess I will cross that bridge if I come to it, right? I tried to call H just now. No answer. Probally a dumb thing for me to do. Surely he is back over at OW's house by now. Time for me to get all of the courage and strength I have and just do this.

Sara

Me-31 H-38
M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs
No kids
Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06
Found out about OW 12-24-07
Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08
OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08
OW is back 4-19-08
H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08
Filed for divorce 6-5-08
Divorced 7-2-08