I know. I know. What does your heart say? If you really delayed this for even a week, what do you think H would do? Would he change? Would you want him back? I am still thinking H was going to try to talk you out of this meeting tomorrow. But would you believe his promises again? My H never 'came back' to leave again, he was always gone from Day 1, so I don't know how it feels to be led on over and over.