On The Rollercoaster Ride!

[addie]

Nlt, W2G, Eagle and Chris thank you so much for your thoughts and prayers.

For those of you who are not aware my sitch remains somewhat uncertain and I don't think I'll move to piecing just yet. S and I will be moving back to my hometown where I left behind my job, family and friends last fall for H. Therefore, we'll remain apart and I don't know how we'll do.

H is going through withdrawal from OR. He's pretty distant, depressed most of the time. We have continued to talk about what's happened. Every once in a while feelings of anger and resentment start to surface over what's happened. I think about how H was so very willing to abandon our M for a tr@mp with absolutely no moral values. I wonder why he is really back - Is it just for convenience, because he was dumped? I resent that he was still trying to contact OW even a week ago knowing everything she's done to him and her lack of moral character. I believe the reason he was talking about revenge is because OW now has a new guy and H is jealous. It's a long road ahead for us.