hi I did a quick read-thru of your reply but don't have time to give a real response other than ... chin up! It does get better.. YOU are NOT a failure.. the marriage/relationship as it existed was.
I have to get my DD from school & will be back later.
Rent a movie, find a friend, go for a bike ride, eat some Ben & Jerries!
Peace to you.
Divorced 03/2010 Mom to two amazing kids
Taking the road less traveled because those encountered on the way may be just as unique.