I am looking for a job, and that's been going miserably slow, it hasn't been helping me any. After that, I plan to move into an apartment, be on my own. Right now, I have my parents supporting me. I know I'm lucky, but it doesn't help that I still feel like a burden.
What is killing me is the sitting and waiting for job postings, interviews, etc. Even the temp agencies haven't been any good to me.
I'm trying to keep my mind busy. But it's really hard. I was never an emotional person, but now I feel overwhelmed and have this flood of feelings, mostly sadness. I understand it's perfectly normal to go through a mourning. I was never good at that, and stuffed my feelings to be supportive for everyone else around me.
I have never been a quitter either, and I feel like a total failure.
