hi I am fairly new here too. I am a WAW but have been for about a year. You need to take care of yourself, get some support from friends, family, maybe even a counselor. Although I can not tell from your post if that is a good or bad thing for you right now?
Take time to find things that bring you joy. give yourself permission to grieve and be sad, hurt, all those things you are feeling. They are ok to feel that. I journal and talk with one close friend when I am hurting.
I hear your confusion, fear, sadness & despair in your posting and frustration and hurt over your husbands rejection of you as a person. Everyone has value, including those of us that WA.
I will ask you a question back...Where do you want to go from here? Remember you can only control you, not him, his actions, thoughts or feelings.. only yours.
Divorced 03/2010 Mom to two amazing kids
Taking the road less traveled because those encountered on the way may be just as unique.
