Hope4us struggle, part 4

[Hope4us]

Thanks H4H. I appreciate the props.

I know it's almost impossible to get the "I'm being played" thoughts out of my head, but I HAVE to act "as if" the affair is over for good and we're going to make it which allows me to behave in a manner that is attractive to WW and allows her to see US as a worthy option point forward.

All the while guarding my feelings and hopes so I don't get too high in case there's another crash.