Guys - life goes on - this is what she wants and I cannot stop her. I am trying to find a new way to communicate with her - talking is just damaging, to much hanger - the email I think is a good alternative, very rarely we exchanged emails, so it would be a good 180 as well. Unfortunately I don't think she is very inclined to write, she likes to talk - so is going to be hard to "force" her to use this medium. Only is she really feels like she wants to communicate with me she is going to adapt, but I don't see it happening now.
On another front - I told W few days ago that EX W contacted me - she answered "you don't have to tell me that and I don't want to know" - so that was it -
I sent an email back to Ex thanking her and saying that, yes, I am going through a lot and it would be nice to chit chat a bit. This was few days ago and she never replied back.... Probably her husband put a big stop on this and I do understand, also if there is really nothing, at least from my side.... I know I wouldn't like it.
This morning, when W said that today was a good day to sign the papers D4 started crying saying she doesn't want me to leave.... I am so impressed by how intuitive is this little girl. Saturday while we went to park my S6 said - this is the park where OM brings the dog - D4 immediately replied " I hope he is not going to be here" S6 was puzzled, he asked "why?" --- He looks so clueless, I think W brainwashed him a bit about her "friendship", but D4 got right away what is going on.
