Too late for DB, thread 7

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We are looking at three weekends right now, haven't pinned them down. One is that weekend. I really don't think me having plans will affect his decision. He'll either agree to go or not. I can always tell them I can't make it should he change his mind.

I also don't think they'll say anything to H. When I'm with them we don't speak of H and from what I understand, it's the same when they are with him.

Michelle, I'm calm, but bubbling under the surface. I feel like all the threats and bad things that could happen are just moments away. I'm just trying to batten down the hatches and prepare for the storm since I can't avoid it. I really think, deep in my heart, for the first time that it's over. He's not coming back.