Got the Retro confirmation today. Don't know whether or not it'll be used.

OK, need to journal now... I'm trying to be dark. I have to write down my interactions with him so I can see where it is that I start to goof off like I have before (tho. this is the first time I've really tried the serious dark).

Last night sent three emails pertaining to bills. He asked to speak to me this morning regarding bills and he was the one who was talking about what the kids and I had planned for today. I replied politely but simply. I forwarded him the Retro conf. with the note: "FYI in case you should change your mind." (I realize this one was borderline, but otherwise he wouldn't have the specs on it. He can look it over or ignore it as he wishes.)

That's it and that's all I plan on.


Me: 42/H: 37
T: 10 years/M: 8
D9, S8
Bomb: 7.23.07
Separated: 1.20.08
D Final 3.19.09
Affair started in '05, found out parts in 11/07. They married 11.26.09

My life is good.