I was hoping someone could give me some advice, i have been on and off this site for almost 2 years. My H had an affair about 2 years ago and of course he told me all the typical things- she's my soul mate, I've never felt like this before, I don't think i ever loved you.....blah blah blah, well of course the relationship didn't last and by the sounds of it, it was a complete disaster. However after that it doesn't stop, he starts up with 28 year old and he's 51 lol. that doesn't last, and now there's another one. I am so confused and depressed, he wants to be my friend and keeps telling me we will be a part of each others life for ever!! I tried to talk to him about marriage counselling but he says he doesn't feel like that about me anymore. I asked him - so you don't love me anymore, he would not answer, so i said - just say it, and he wouldn't and then he changed the subject. I just don't know how much more I can take, I love him so much and we have son(6) together and it breaks my heart that he will not grow up with his mother and father together as a family. I hate being alone, yet the thought of trying to start dating is sickening. When do I know it's time to move on? I hate feeling like this all the time and crying all the time.
