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I struggle with this every day (unshakeable faith). I mean, I believe in God and that His power is limitless and His love for me, my W, my children, my friends and everyone who has ever lived or died. I know He has created this universe and holds the keys to everlasting life. And yet I apparently still doubt that He can restore my marriage, at times.
And so I pray to Him to direct my life and to tell me what He wants me to do and, hopefully, I will listen.
Me:56, W:51 D:26,S:24,S:22 Married:18 Bomb 9/27/06 Separated 11/27/06 Divorced 10/6/08 Leaving it up to God