Doing Ok, I think I have a Retro session in July. Things are kind of "comfortable" at home. Nothing to really complain about it is just that something is missing. I feel like I may be falling in to the same hole that MO2C IS in. I think keeping a PMA is sending confusing messages to W. I think she thinks I am Ok with things. I am trying to hold out until our retro session. I want to release my emotions in a controlled environment. I know it must be hard for W to agree to go to retro thinking I may bring up the affair. Even though I think she has put it aside as a no big deal thing. I don't think she realizes how colors, words, states names, and some actions bring it back to the front of my mind in an instant. I know I need to let it go but I think before I do WE need to confront it. The W and I need to talk about it. To put it to rest otherwise it will always be that monster in the closet waiting for night fall to come out. Well hope things are going good for you. In two weeks I take my week long father and son getaway...
Talk to ya later Husband
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
