since i am being honest. i kind of feel like i am being showed something. i did make some mistakes, and maby this is God's way of not only slowing me down, but making appreciate the gifts in my life(despite, what i am going through now, she is one). i know a lot of people don't buy into that, but i do. i guess in the doubt, i didn't appreciate her. i am not beating myself up, i am reflecting. idk, maybe i need the soul searching as much as she does. i feel better today, just kind of miss her. got a busy morning planned so that's good.
I don't care what you think, as long as it's about me.
