and anyone else who looks in , thanks for the support and kind words. I have been feeling quite good since I posted last time. Not too much has happened and contact with W has been reasonably limited. She was here as usual on saturday , had dinner with us , I can remember if she stayed and watched a movie or not , could have. I think the depression I went through the other week was just another stage of letting go. I think we all go through these in our own way. The result has been that I think about her a lot less than I did. I am certainly quite happy most of the time. A big lesson in this is the need to be happy with ones self and without the need for a partner. That doesnt mean that I want to be single for ever , but if thats what ends up being the result of this I can still lead an enjoyable life. In saying all that it seems that for W its not all over but I have seen no real action in either direction. I dont feel too inclined to put a lot of effort in myself at present so we will just see how it goes for now. The doors not firmly closed though , I have a lot of warm memories of W as well. The big thing for me is if I can swing it a trip to the USA for Bonneville speed week . I have the $ just need to see if I can organise it with a couple of friends who are going over. This will give me something to look forward too.
