Update. Feeling overwhelmed with life, with love - or lack thereof. With loneliness. I'm okay - I'll be okay. I'm healing and GALing and staying busy. But ...

Sent my revisions to the D agreement today. Forgot some stuff but oh well. W gets what she wants - I'm staying on the mortgage.

She emailed back and asked if I wanted to go to lunch at the end of the week. I reminded her I'm going to Montana. She replied that she was totally free next week. Haven't answered yet, but have to wonder what she's working towards. Either she misses our conversation or she has some other bomb to drop. I feel myself going darker and darker, though that wasn't my intention.

lodo


Divorced: 10/26/08