you're right. and i needed to man up. i did send her a text today, because wheather or not it ends up working out it needed to be said, and now i feel better, and i guess right now that is the main thing. the exchange was kind of wierd....
me: i want you to know that i fired off some things out of anger and hurt. i am sorry. you are an awesome woman and still a very important part of my life
her: yep....i heard all about it
me: i mean the things i said to you. what are you talking about
her: whatever
me: ????? I have no clue what you are talking about. All that matters is that you know I am sorry for the things I texted you and emailed you
her: k
now i'll wait, if she calls she calls, if she doesn't she doesn't. either way i will be okay
I don't care what you think, as long as it's about me.