He left then Cheated ---Now What???

[No Longer BH]

Wow guys, you really know how to boost a down girl up. Here I was thinking that my sitch was probably hopeless, and you all come and make me feel better. Way down deep in the cobwebs of my mind I know that I have to focus only on me, but d@mn my heart still keeps getting in my way sometimes. I think its because the news of the OW is still so fresh. Good news though, I have been able to laugh these last couple of days, so I know I'm making progress. Dont think I could have done it without all of your support.

Some days I think that H is just soooo lost but feel certain that when he gets through this he is going to want his best friend back. Other days I think he is just going to start that friendship with OW. I've never met her, but H has been talking highly of her for 4 years now. Always says she is such a sweet/fun/great person. If he has thought that she is so wonderful for so long, he may not come back. Cross that bridge when I get there and have more strength to deal with it.

Thanks again.