It sounds more and more like you are going to be given a very rare thing.
A second chance.
Though it's actually your third, right?
From what you've shared, it sure seems like you've seen the light. I honestly believe in my heart that if this is for real and permanent, your wife would rather spend the rest of her life with you.
And if you can make this last, I think you'll hear as much eventually.
Bill
Funny...That is so much what I want to hear, but when someone says it...I'm thinking "Oh God, please don't jinx me"...how screwed up is that???
...and guys...DARN IT! I HAVE SEEN THE LIGHT and WILL MAKE IT LAST, somehow-some way. All I need now is the opportunity to do it with her.
Yes, third that I know about. Lord knows how many times she actually gave up and never said anything.