I am getting sick and the girls are sick so its been a hard day. I am so thankful for them, and my time with them. And yes, you are right, I am in such a good position here. I remind myself of this all the time, but still need to hear it!
I saw you mention on someone else's thread you were feeling overwhelmed lately. Just letting you know we're here. Vent. Purge. Whatever you need to do until you ride the wave to the next crest. Even after my day yesterday, I feel like this is may be too much for me to overcome. But it isn't, not for you either. We'll hang tough together.
Me45 W35 M6 T8 D16 SD11 D0 Dec 07: Bomb July 08: Busted! Thread
Even after my day yesterday, I feel like this is may be too much for me to overcome. But it isn't, not for you either. We'll hang tough together.
Nice of you to say gForce! And how true. So many times we feel like it's just too much. I can't believe that I'm still here and doing well considering the circumstances.
Hi lwb- I'm sorry that I missed your posts yesterday. Your H seems like he really wants to keep a strong bond with you. I'm glad that he's admitting how lost he is and that he's seen how strong you are. Good for you for telling him that this isn't what you want though. You're amazing.
You and those two angels get well.
Hugs - Sue
ME: 42, H: 42, D6 Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs. Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009 Status: Working on it day by day
Today was a great day. I filled the girls pool out back and set up the sprinkler. Nice hazy warm day filled with popsicles and water bottles for lunch, muddy/wet/happy children. I just sat outside and watched them play. Guess who joined me the whole time? Yep, H.
Received an email by mistake today but it really threw me. It was a confirmation for a weekend at Retro. Before your heart leaps like mine did, it is not for me. H didn't book this, it just went to the wrong email address. But I won't lie when I say I had a brief second of hope when I read it.
Hey there! Glad to see you had a good day.....and that H joined you to boot!
I'll be honest. I think I would have thrown up if I'd gotten that email. What an odd thing. Sorry you got that.
I know you're all over the board, but can I ask you to visit one more person? mzul68. She's hurting pretty bad. Just if you get a chance. This goes out to anyone else that reads this too! Thanks.
Did you get to go to Sex & The City? I need to find a buddy (female for now) to go with. One of my closest friends here just had her 4th child yesterday so she's out! Maybe someone else can go with me.
Have a good night.
SueS
ME: 42, H: 42, D6 Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs. Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009 Status: Working on it day by day
I just went to see Sex by myself. It was good. Bring tissues. I was surprised that the theater wasn't full. I asked a couple of women to go with me, and only one responded. She said she never could get into the story. Oh well. I went alone. Didn't need anyone with me anyway. It is quite the fashion show, but I'm sure you expect that.