Well, things have been going...some good...some not so good.
B and I had a wonderful date on Saturday night again and we finally talked about all of this a little. I explained to him that all I wanted was for him to return my phone calls, so I could make other plans. I stressed again that I am NOT looking for a serious relationship.
Saying that...I feel like I'm starting to fall for him and I think that's a bad thing. He told me on Saturday night...I wished you didn't like me. I said I know I shouldn't like you. I think that he's falling for me too and now we have to decide if it's worth the risk or do we get out while the stakes are still low.
I know he's not the type of guy that I should fall for....but then again we can't control who we like. Honestly, I didn't think I would ever find a connection with anyone like I had with my X until I met B. We'll see where it goes. I'm not getting out just yet, but my guard is up.
X called me for the first time since I told him that he wasn't to contact me anymore. Last week, I came home to a message on my home answering machine from him. I tried to call him back to see what he wanted but he didn't answer. That was a few days ago, so I'm assuming he didn't need anything....he just missed me.
M:28, D finalized: 8/28/07 Current Thread
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