I am pretty sure he doesn't want it to work. I really don't want to move on without him but if I have to then I have to, I can't live my life fighting a battle I can never win. I am just so confused all the time, I don't know where to go from here. I try and keep up with everyday life but as time goes on it doesn't seem to get any easier, people always say time will heal everything, but I am not feeling any better.
