You're acting like a 15 year old school kid who doesn't know any better.
What happened to dropping the rope and getting on with THE REST of your life?
Can you not read back thru these TWO THREADS worth of posts and see how manic you sound?
I'm sure she's an amazing woman. And I'm totally sure that you are in love with her and what a life with her.
But get some perspective.
The first thing we learned in DB 101 was that it was unhealthy to depend upon another, OR A RELATIONSHIP WITH ANOTHER, to find fulfillment and happiness in our life.
You're totally over the top and you truly need to take a break.
Blessings,
Bill
"Don't tell me the sky is the limit when there are footprints on the moon."
