Iam so sorry that you are feeling down today. You are hitting a really emotional stage in your pregnancy and I so admire you for keeping things togetehr as well as you have thus far. Do not beat yourself up if you get a little down.
I believ God is capable of working miracles. Is H planning to be with you for delivery? My H says, even in his blue funk, that the births of our children were times he felt incredibly connected to me. Maybe just maybe, Miss Kendall's arrival may be the catalyst he needs to get his head out of his a$$.
SMW
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Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7