Onward and upward

[MichelleLT]

Same problem with the military. And thus one of my H's biggest reasons not to go even if he was willing.

He was always a little on the tense side because of some experiences he had in Iraq but now he's so stressed all the time that he doesn't sit still ever. He can't enjoy a crowded restaurant because he's constantly in "watch mode" waiting for something to go down.

God, been there, done that. Luckily after being back for 2 years, my H has finally started to relax more. Although honestly, he still likes to drink when he is out in crowded places because it helps him relax and be more comfortable. The first month he was home, he barely left the apartment except maybe to go to the pool or gym (plus he was on paid leave and felt entirely justified with being lazy - which I totally agreed with lol). He hated being around people he didn't know and trust.