Well, I'm more confused than ever at this point. I'm a vortex of conflicting emotions right now and I am working on shorting them out.
In a nutshell, nothing new with the wife other than the fact she is moving full steam ahead with the divorce and her "love" for the new guy. I'm struggling with the fact this guy has some way to provide her something I couldn't. That doesn't help my self esteem.
On the other hand I had a great weekend with the "teacher". Really like her and she seems to really like me. She is about a year or so ahead of me in this whole divorce thing and completely understands where my head is at. No pressure, no expectations. She is sweet, smart and a lot of fun to be with. Almost exactly what I want from a "girlfriend" right now. Unfortunately she isn't a redhead and she isn't Sunshine.
After I sort thru some more of these conflicting emotions and have some time to write something coherent I will post more on my thread.
